:/

Dont know why I even bother thinking about it, not like I can cancel my DSA and change schools, not just would it cause unhappiness, probably cause at least 2 schools to hate me forever... Not like im that good. But really wondering what if I regret my choice l, my worst nightmare coming true.. What I worried most about about DSA coming true.. I don't mind making new friends, it's the old that I worry about .. Well first off would be herrrrrr, like the last time I played with you in combine school the ending wasn't really good, like I just think it was awkward, and I worry about how things would be like when we're on the same team. And next would be how you would react to me having new friends, well obviously I don't fit in too well with your friend's, I definitely will find new friends, sorry. But don't hold any grudge on me for doing so cause I promise you'd still be my best buddy, just that who you are close to is not who I am comfortable with. Really. And pls don't assume I am cause I definitely am not which also brings me to worry about how I'm gonna play with them if I'm do extremely uncomfortable and not myself with them.. Maybe in time to come I'd be. But till that day.. :/ sigh. And suddenly everyone's like telling me not to go AC, first my tutor, tellin me about the distance. Then jem, dk why saying that I'll regret.. And then chew today saying that ht is complaining about the jersey money and if I I AJ all of this would not happen.. Actually if all this happened before I made my choice, I'd be extremely grateful... But now that it's coming after my choice it's just giving me a lot of things to worry about and cause me to start regretting my choice.. Which is not good!!!! GAH.... LET GOD. KK. Enough said.