:')

Had a great day today, finally done with econs paper and had a great time with jem, le, germ and mich. wanted to play table tennis but fully booked till 9pm! Never knew op residents were so on for tt. So we just swam and had pizza. Good life. Haha, really gonna miss the times that we spend together.. Hopefully going separate ways wouldn't mean us not being friends anymore.. Would miss them so much ;(... Kinda lookin forward to v-Rex eoy, tho we probably aren't what we were at the start of the years hopefully we wouldn't throw our own face and lose the first round ><, bit we're gonna spend our last v-Rex together!! Maybe bring something back too :). Hehe

Not really looking forward to tomorrow's aces day.... Hip hop .____. Not that into it, tbh I'd rather go for a run and shed some fats.. Eat eat eat and no exercise :'(... Kthxbai

:(

Sometimes I wish you cared a little more... Maybe not caring so much gives me my freedom, what other children are dying for. But it comes at a cost, and I'd rather be nagged at constantly than this.. Sundays, aren't they meant to be a family day or something. Apparently I'm the family of my own. Alone. Studying. Lol. I just miss you, I wished things were like before..

We'll see you soon

Rena's leaving SG for Australia again! :( it was unexpected but she's flying tomorrow at 2am. Gonna miss her, remember having breakfast with her when she came back and now she's flying again. Haha well it'll be as fast again when she's back 2 months from now. Hopefully she'll be coaching PHS team again, then I'll enjoy going back for training. But actually franco isn't that bad... He's rather friendly and r knows what he's doing, I guess we just have to give everyone a chance. And he can't pronounce "endurance" :> quite funny ah.... Two months will pass in a blink of an eye, we'd be in the midst of O's probably.. Time flies. Don't know if I'd really wanna grow up so fast, sometimes I wish we could slow time down just for a lil while and enjoy the moment that we're embraced in. Oh well. Popo & gong gong are supposed to come and sleepover for a night but they're not here yet.. And in dead beat.. So I think I'm gonna bed first and hopefully we'll be able to have dinner together tomorrow cause I'll have tuition while they go for a party. Yikes. It's worth it, I need crucial help with Amath. It's nuts. Ok bye. :*

Ps/ Bon voyage, Rena!

:/

Hate making choices, first DSA now this. Phoo.. But then again, if there wasn't a choice would we really be happier. Never really liked making choices, never will. Always affects me so bad.. Sigh.

Jiaolian

Just read an old blog post about jiaolian.. ;') really miss him a lot. Saw him during C div matches recently, he acted like he don't remember us, better not be for real! Hopefully we can visit him soon again, and not be late!!! Miss trainings with jiaoliaaaaan. All the gundi and da diu Kou fen, tough but enjoyable. Miss jack too! He wasn't too bad a coach and after all he led us to our championship. He was a really nice coach too.. Going back to trainings now to see franco, I'm sorry, but it'll
Never be the saaaaame! :( KBAIX. Oral tomorrow... Really... Really...

I just deleted my birthday post :'( upper is this.... Sobs!!!

ROARRR

English oral tomorrow!! Pretty creeped out, hopefully I'll do fine. Hehe the 9pm show is whooooo!! Wahahah zhixiang is such a sweet guy! :') super looking forward to tomorrow's episode. But first SS and English oral -_- gahhhhhh. Byebyebyebye..

Suuuuup

IAMNEVERPRODUCTIVE -screams- I can't wait for O's to end. I would go out everyday even if it means me going out alone. Wahaha.. No, kidding. But you get my point. Kbye.

Lost

If I don't get this off my mind, I'm never gonna be able to study... I don't get how we can be cool cucumbers thru txt and yet in person we're just ultimate strangers and then again, the past few days meant nothing at all becuz apparently not replying didn't mean anything... I don't know how you do it but it kills me inside. You say let go and you go. You say stop and you stop. What are you playing at. I can't comprehend you, ever. On one hand you'll act this way, on the other, you're sending out wrong signals. What are you... I don't know to be pissed or sad, I'm just a mess now becuz of it. Bye. Don't wanna screw up English tmr. Just pls don't be in love with somebody else when you're gone.. Or if you do, treat her right.

Woof

My dog's name is Dog. Just finished reading up on organic Chem. Prelims is in what, 5 days? I'm just so screwed that I don't bother studying anymore. No idea how I'm gonna survive O's. Well, all the time that I've not been on has it's up and downs. There're the DSA trials which really made me think a lot about what I want and stressed me out quite a bit, then there's the Indonesia trip with combine schools, great memories and got to miss school! Nothing much, can't wait for O's to be over but then I wouldn't want to leave my current schoolmates either... It has it's pros and cons. Can't imagine my days without these people. Ah well, going to church tomorrow. :) finally. And I'm going over to Aunty Michelle's house later. Better finish tys mcq first. Bye. I've to pee. x
Ps/threeweeksonedayamiobsessed, no one knows.