Nature takes it course

Next year, if you happen to see someone you like... Go for it. Don't let her slip away, talk to her, be friends with her then get closer to her & tell her how you feel. Why should someone as disposable as I am be an obstacle.. Someone who solely exists as text messages. It's ridiculous.. I'll miss you, but I don't know. It's better for you I guess. Just carry on with life. It wouldn't be easy.. But.. Idk. If its for the best.. HAHA. -shrugs- if it's meant to be, it will be, right?

  So.. met Mich & Germ for lunch at 12pm. WE HAD MAC. It's like a PHS B div's tradition to always have mac for lunch. I had mcwings, omg, so good. We talked and searched for dramas.We then went to school for trainingggggg!! EH AND YOU KNOW WHAT. JACK WAS THERE. so was uncle jon!! Happy to finally see them again. Wow. We dafang with Jack ehhhh. It was forever since we saw himmmm. We self trained, well tried. Then we joined the C boys for survival.WEELL I wasn't too happy with my performance heh, andddd there was this dude!!! But yeh the guys are not bad.

  I went to work, today's was a little bit weird. Co-worker seemed a little bit sad and quiet today, but still, I managed to leave early again. Yep, 2 more days of work to go till weekends!! Sigh, you're going overseas soon.... :-( But Jem & the team is coming home soon, that's good. Yepppp, I'll survive days without you here. HAHA. Ciaos.

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  I'm quite satisfied with myself tonight, yay! I changed the background of my twitter, blog & tumblr. CHECK IT OUT YAW. I'm quite happy with it. Suddenly like floral quite a lot after mama gave me the floral blanket she made. Well work was normal today, I think the co-worker is really nice and friendly, I still don't know his name. But its good, he does like the washing, throws the garbage, sweep the floor. Omg, I can't even. When he's around, I just have to cut the chicken and do cashiering and learn new skills since I transferred from Doodle to Switch. Yep, so yesterday I learnt how to slice the chicken and cut the onion, which I killed. Today, I learnt how to do a wrap. I wrapped one and had it for supper k! I'm cool like that.

  Think there will be training tomorrow, we're meeting for lunch at 12. Then we'd have training & I'll have to bathe in school /yucks/ then rush to work. I hope I don't get short changed 24$ tho... Cause when I clocked in today I saw that they totaled by pay to be 96$, but I work for 5 days not 4.. so it should be more than that :(.. I hope he found out & changes it!! Sigh.. so awkward to say so if he doesn't. I'm looking forward to V rex! But I really think our team lacks training and probably our chemistry has worn out a lil bit. Lejie's in Thailand now! The shopping really seems overwhelming. Wish I was there. I'm starting to miss people like mad cause everyone that I used to text, people that kept my phone alive are all either very busy or overseas :-( KILLS ME.

  Yep, I'll never accept the fact that we're going to be in different schools till it happens. I'd dread it, but we don't have a choice do we.. :-( sigh.. it's sad. IT IS SAAAAD. Okbye. CIAO.

  O levels has been over for quite sometime now. I've been to Australia & back, it's a really nice place. The weather is really good too. Met up with Uncle OC's sister, Auntie Patricia there. She's awesome. Brought us out for dinner twice, which was delicious & bought us strawberries, cherries & bought be so many souvenirs. Not to mention a giant koala plush toy ^_^.
 
  Life after O's isnt as wonderful as I thought it would be... At first we just had training regularly. Now the team is in KL, won't be back till 15th, so no training for us. Lejie's off to bangkok today, it really seems like a nice place! I really wanna go there some day for shopping (: Jem's in Japan and won't be back till the 16th. SOBS. I miss volleyball and I'm super excited for V rex, kinda cant wait for it to come. But I don't want it to come also cause that means 2013 would be fast approaching and that'll kinda suck.. I haven't been to a single AC training yet, think I'll join them after V rex.. hope its not too late & I do hope I'll be able to fit in well with them >_< worrying.... I worry people won't like me there :(.. sigh. IDK WHY.

  I think I'll have to work from 6-9pm every weekday... not really appealing tho I've nothing to do at home. Buttttt, I'd rather work longer hours and lesser days. I kinda don't like travelling there every single day just to work for 3 hours. Besides, Jesscia given up the job after working for 4 days. :( tsk, now I'm all alone... Time passed really quickly yesterday tho. Probably cause I murdered the onions and took almost 2 hours cutting them up, idk just guessing.. I really miss the team, esp Huimin.. miss Jem & am gonna miss Lejieeeee. I hope they come back soon & training will resume!!! :D. Can't wait!!! I wanna get our jersey too, tho I haven't paid and Mr Chew should be overseas by now, so I don't know how we're gonna get it. Anyway, I'm supposed to have piano at 330pm... gah. I want me dvd player fixed so I can play Wii.. life after O's really isn't that entertaining. I kinda wanna use the time to go to the gym, but waking up at 12pm everyday doesn't really allow me enough time to do so & I'm just lazy. Sucks. Don't wanna get our results back. Blah.

  Bye.