Lost

If I don't get this off my mind, I'm never gonna be able to study... I don't get how we can be cool cucumbers thru txt and yet in person we're just ultimate strangers and then again, the past few days meant nothing at all becuz apparently not replying didn't mean anything... I don't know how you do it but it kills me inside. You say let go and you go. You say stop and you stop. What are you playing at. I can't comprehend you, ever. On one hand you'll act this way, on the other, you're sending out wrong signals. What are you... I don't know to be pissed or sad, I'm just a mess now becuz of it. Bye. Don't wanna screw up English tmr. Just pls don't be in love with somebody else when you're gone.. Or if you do, treat her right.